Thank you.

{I found this little writing that I did the first day that we got home from the hospital}

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My whole world

I’M IN LOVE. I’m looking over at Daddy and Maverick sleeping and tears are streaming down my face. I am not sad. I am the complete opposite. So filled with love I could explode. They look so peaceful. I feel like the luckiest person in the world. How did I get here? What did I do to deserve this magical moment. To be able to sit here with the two loves of my life.

From the moment this baby entered my life, my whole world changed.  I could sit and stare at him for hours and not care what else is going on around me. I’m infatuated.  He is so perfect. So innocent and angelic. And now I can’t seem to remember what life was like without him. I feel like I have always known him, like he has always been apart of my life.

There is a love so deep and so vast that I cannot put into words. It’s a love so deep it hurts. I can’t contain how I feel. I just look at him and I burst into tears of happiness. Like my body doesn’t have anymore room for this amount of love so it has to release some.

I can’t believe I get to be his mother. I’m so lucky. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.


One thought on “Thank you.

  1. I’m pretty sure I loved my kids when they were born, but that first love is nothing to what you can expect to feel as you and he grow together over the next few years. It gets even more powerful!

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